Lazy Saturday
Hi Friends,
It was a lazy, self-indulgent day for me...I tried to do what the psychologist said...take time for myself. She actually told me to take the whole weekend to do whatever, without thinking and worrying about all the things I have to do...but of course that is impossible for me. So I did do a little paperwork this morning, but I spent the rest of the day on the couch being a lump watching TV and movies. Though I did talk to mom several times on the phone, I didn't leave at all today, and the only reason I don't feel QUITE as horrible about it is because Lilly was able to visit this afternoon, and because we talked a whole bunch. There's no way I can do it again tomorrow...go without visiting, I mean...I miss her! She was totally fine with it, and kept busy today going to activities and such, but I just can't be off from work and not go there again. I just can't.
Lilly and I made plans for all three of us to do something on Wednesday, so I think we'll have another outing then. :) Thanks all for your continued love and support. Peace to all.
It was a lazy, self-indulgent day for me...I tried to do what the psychologist said...take time for myself. She actually told me to take the whole weekend to do whatever, without thinking and worrying about all the things I have to do...but of course that is impossible for me. So I did do a little paperwork this morning, but I spent the rest of the day on the couch being a lump watching TV and movies. Though I did talk to mom several times on the phone, I didn't leave at all today, and the only reason I don't feel QUITE as horrible about it is because Lilly was able to visit this afternoon, and because we talked a whole bunch. There's no way I can do it again tomorrow...go without visiting, I mean...I miss her! She was totally fine with it, and kept busy today going to activities and such, but I just can't be off from work and not go there again. I just can't.
Lilly and I made plans for all three of us to do something on Wednesday, so I think we'll have another outing then. :) Thanks all for your continued love and support. Peace to all.
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